Ever have trouble figuring out exactly what your suppose to be doing? Sure at any given moment counts, but I'm referring to life in general. For some reason I am finding that for a few brief moments each week I think I have it figured out....then the rest of the week sets in. Sure I know what I want but is that what God wants for me? A lot of people say they want to be doing God's will in their life but what does that really look like? I mean yeah I know when God is talking to me or rather guiding me in a certain direction but he has yet to hand me a 5-year-plan.
I want to live not just exist and I would like someone to share those experiences with. Mind you I'm not talking about a wife per say just some to share the experience with an be able to have intelligent conversation with along the way. Is that really too much to ask for? I guess if that is not what God wants for me then the answer would be yes. There is so much more to life then sitting at home watching another stupid reality tv show or wasting away in front of the computer. Why is it that so many people are comfortable in going to work, coming home, eating in front of the tv, playing on the Facebook and then going to bed.
Maybe because I find so much closeness to God in life the idea of "staying in" petrifies me. Sunsets on the ocean, Birds of Paradise in the jungle, even the architectural achievements of man were guided by the One who created the laws of physics and science that make such wonders possible. Gods splendor resonates in all of creation and yet I have very little time to bear witness to those while confined to my mortal coil. What will it be like after death I'm not sure but I don't think I will feel same rush of life hanging over a 50ft waterfall that I would now. The limitations placed on our mortal selves are only for a short time. We will have all of eternity to be in the presence of God in our spiritual form made new. Enjoy the opportunity to witness creation in a way that the Angels never will. Oh and God can you please fax over that 5-year-plan you have for me so I can stop wandering around inside my own life.
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